Shieyl called today and though she blabbled for a good twenty minutes about general life, I knew she was going to ask me about him.

Hey.. went out with JR last week. It was great.
Ok. Anything intresting happened?
No, we just had dinner and went dancing.
Nice.


Um.....
yeah?
Do you.... mind?
Hello.. Of course not!
you sure?
Positive.
Becuase if you're not...
I don't. Don't worry about it.

And I don't mind. I tried to remember how it was when we were still together but I couldn't remember anything. Three years worth of memories and I couldn't even remember. I remember trying to remember a few years back because I was drinking with friends and we were talking about past relationships - nothing. I remember the gifts, the trips, the subjects I took, even some of the parties I attended, but I couldn't remember one moment with him.

oh well.

He still doesn't have a girlfriend, he says the last one hurt him, too damn much.

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"Salamin salamin
Salamin sa dilim -
Pag ikaw ay nabasag ikay ay duling"

I remember beating up Michael Tenido right after he recited that in class - must've been in fourth or fifth grade - nakasalamin pa ko non e.