Loves Chocolate.
Loves Music, Loves to dance. Loves long drives.
Earth Saver. Recycle freak. Embarrassingly Corny. Romantic. Had four yellow fish. Plays very little Violin. Still makes good Coffee.
Living Happily Ever After.
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
I lost my planner. *whipped girlfriend talk for - he threw it out the car when he realized what those codes were.* Four months worth of memories gone - down the drain. Gotta get a new one.
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
............I believe in God, the Father Almighty..........
i'm not what you would call a 'devout catholic', what I am, in my opinion- is a Believer. I believe in God, I believe in His Will, in His Power, and in Salvation with His forgiveness. I pray to the Virgin Mary, I pray to the Angels and the Saints. I say hello when I pass churches, and occasionally hear Mass. I constantly 'talk' to Him. I respect the Church and the religiuos people - but my life is not based on their sermons and teachings.
I believe in doing good - but for reasons that has nothing to do with what thirteen years of catholic upbringing tried to drill in my head. I am kind, but only to those I feel like being kind to. I am nasty - but only to those I feel being nasty to. I am many things, some parts good, some parts evil, but my actions are not based on what the Church has decided I should act. When I do good things, I do it becuase It felt good - not because it's a ticket to get to heaven. When I do something bad and I repent - I don't repent because I am threatened by spending my after life in Hell.
BRB
Posted at 06:29 am by switlass
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
Inside of you inside of me
Days go by and I close my eyes against the blinding light illuminating from your great deep love afraid, uneasy, but trusting your guiding hand. I dare not feel for fear of falling. I need only know that you need me and that live without me you won't be able to do I need to know our souls are connected - feeding off each other, and that our hearts have entertwined and beat us one. because Love is Passion to me. its a curse yet a gift at the same time.
Posted at 05:13 am by switlass
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come feed my vanity and save me from myself
Posted at 03:45 am by switlass
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Friday, May 06, 2005
(Vera Matson - Elvis Presley)
Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
and I love you so.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin' I love you,
and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
and we'll never part.

Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
till the end of time.

(When at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go).
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Mushy moment.
Posted at 12:08 am by switlass
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
Nung minsan
dumungaw ako sa bintana
nakita kang pawisan sa pagsisibak ng kahoy.
Ninais kong sumalok ng tubig mula sa
inipun mong tubig upang ibigay sayo
at nang mapawi ang uhaw mo
Pero hindi ko ginawa.
Sinara ko ang bintana.
Pero binuksan ng isang malakas na hangin ang pinto.
At pinapasok ka.
Nabasag ang baso
Lumapit kang galit
Nagsabing Madamot ako
Galit na galit
pero tumalikod kang uhaw
at nagpatuloy sa pagsibak.
Habang ako'y naiwang luhaan.
Sa susunod na pagdungaw ko sa bintana
nandun ka at nagdidilig ng halaman
kinuha ko mula sa iyong mga kamay ang patubig
dahan dahan kong ibinuhos sa aking nakasuot na damit
at hinila ka
at inialay ang tubig
Upang iyong sipsipin.
Mahal pala kita.
**reposting **
On my way to work, I suddenly remembered our first kiss.
The sweetest kiss in my life.
Posted at 03:22 am by switlass
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Sit down sit down you're rocking the boat Sit down sit down you're rocking the boat I decided to install a chat box in my blog and I'm quite happy with me - apparently it's not as complicated as I had been lead to believe it was. The problem now is that my links are all mixed up so I decided to just stick to the two people whose links are working. See that cute dog? Almost everything thats new here I got from AJ - that secretive boy knows a lot of netdoms secrets! It's almost four, I have tons of tickets to process but I'm just not in the mood to do it. About this time of the year - I am at my most selfish mode. My birthay is coming up - I have every right to demand perfection from everyone around me ( well, atleast everyone around me who matters) I don't want to hear a negative reply to a request. It's my way.
Posted at 02:43 am by switlass
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
* God's Promise * I will never leave you or forsake you -Joshua 1:15 * Work * What has been happening? Ah yes. Work has been keeping me busy. The merging of Tech Support and Account Services has done nothing but double my work. Am I properly compensated? Well, if not being bored is compensation - then I guess I'm very lucky. Oh what I wouldn't give to just be able to walk out of here. If not for my officemates, I'd be bored to death. I'm seriuosly thinking about getting a nine to five job , but I'm still not through here yet. Won't be long now. Rachel is leaving next week - so who the fuck am I supposed to be chummy with now? that's two months! Darn it! * Gym * Alvin and I have finally enrolled at a gym. He enjoys the boxing, and I the sauna. It's been almost a month and I'd like to say that I'm seeing some improvements. *CONTRADICT AT YOUR OWN RISK* Going to the gym now, with Alvin, is nothing like my first gym experience. For one thing, if I sat and yapped during 'gym time', Alvin will undoubtedly give me a sermon that would make Padre Damaso seem like a patient man. So gymming I go. * Home * The Ramos's are vacationing in the US - Missing the two nephews something fierce - Missing my Ate as well. Shit. She's going to kill me when she gets back because I forgot to do what she asked me to do - actually, I didn't forget. I always remember - about ten minutes after leaving the driveway. Daddy is in Leyte and is expected to come home today - with my Moron! That delisciuos chocolate suman that is Leyte's specialty. * Basketball * Alvin plays basketball. I've been playing the girlfriend/ nurse/ coach/ water girl/ cheerer. I know enough about basketball and have seen enough games to know that Alvin plays well. No, I'm not the Stage Girlfriend here - he runs, he passes, he does not hog the ball - well, that may be wrong, because my 14 yr old nephew, who is buakaw - says that all fantastic players are buakaws. Anyway - We regularly attend the Saturday thing of MTC. * MTC * Nothing new. Mod na si Teng. * Me, Myself & I * Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday to me. I'm 24 on Monday. What have I done? What have I accomplished? Wait. Something must've. I'm not a truly boring person. Ah. I know what happened. I just would rather not write about it. Nuninuninu * BOYFRIEND *  Been doing things TWOgether more often now. Which is good because I enjoy his company. He has a very mellowing effect on me. He just makes me so... happy. We make each other laugh. Everytime I think about him, (Which IS all the time) I'm filled with so much love that I feel like - like - like a lot of things. There are no sacrifices for me in this relationship - if I had dropped things, people or habits, I dropped them because they were inconsequential. I'm developing a better lifestyle and I'm not resenting the early nights. My smoking has been reduced as well and I'm hoping that it'll be totally gone by the end of the year. But do I really want to stop smoking? I want to stop because Alvin needs to quit and he won't be able to quit until I do. Grrr. We are together We don't watch as often as we want to but that's ok - we're adjusting to this schedule and that's nice. We'll eventually find a way. Love always does.
Posted at 04:08 am by switlass
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
A double edged sword - Silence is. Will kill you if you decide to not do it, but you will die a little inside if you do. And dying inside is so much worse Its not different from what I used to do and look how far cold it got me No aches No issues No fights Just pure unadulterated happiness until there was no space left for filing and running I will go. Not an option now but to not shut up will only bring forth issues how? to explain that you understand but refuse to believe that the world is so fucking innocent. how do I tell you? will you fucking believe me? will YOU understand? to shut up will not block out the images in my head, not after telling me to fucking open up. nor the doubt building up to block to crop to just fucking make it go away why? Ive not given you reason to fucking doubt me.
Posted at 02:05 am by switlass
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Terms I never want to hear. Again.
'Dyoskopo'........ 'Geez Louise' ......... 'Mag isip ka nga'.
Dyoskopo, Louise! Mag Isip Ka nga!
Posted at 09:25 pm by switlass
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